dramz and blackout rage

Crabby SOB, is what I’m describing my mood as today. I woke up tired as shit, still. I even got a good seven hours. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Maybe I have mono. Oh god, what if I have mono? No, let’s not open the hypochondriac thoughts in my mind because I’ll go on to WebMD and then I’m screwed!

I woke up late, as usual. Ate breakfast and choked on cereal. Didn’t have the time or energy to take a shower and left for work in a mood. I was determined for it to not be a bad day. I willed it even! But as soon as I got here SFB looked at me and I just knew the cunt was leaving. Yes, I was correct in that assumption.

Her back hurt. And she’s really tired…

I really have no words. The anger coursing through my veins is hazardous to my health.

So my day has taken a turn for the worse, and I’ve only been here for 45 minutes. Sweet!

Last night was hilarious, so I was at work when I noticed my cell was ringing. I looked and it was Bryan. No big deal, I hit ignore. Well, ignore wouldn’t do because he called 5 five times! I knew I was busted. But part of me was like who gives a shit! He was the one who moved, he was the one who made it pretty fucking clear that he wouldn’t be making any trips back to see me. Was I supposed to pine for him?

Apparently I was. Oof. I’m pretty sure the first question out of his mouth was “So are you fucking him?” SEG right now, I played dumb of course. The call consisted of a lot of accusations and name calling. Yeah apparently I’m a whore because he’s younger than I am. Bryan is almost 6 years older than I am. Whatever makes you sleep better at night, ass!

In the end I hung up on him and called Satan. She said I should call Jase (I need new nicknames for both!) before Bryan did. I was beaten to that punch, he must have called right after I hung up on him. Oh well, Jase was adorable and said all the right things. And we’re still on for this weekend. Sigh, I love dramz. It’s and illness!

I was waiting for a bitchy text or another call from Bryan, but I got nothing. Which is weird so I’m still keeping that guard up… He’s a dick so I’m not taking any chances.

This is going to be the longest day ever… Sniff.