working = ulcers/mental unstabilty

I’m stressed the fuck out right now…

These people are trying to kill me…

I’m going to get an ulcer or have a stroke by the end of the day; I can just feel it…

As you can probably tell I’m at work right now. I’m taking a few minutes to blog because I need the release. The pressure is starting to get to me. I’ve been here since 11:30am and I’ve only taken an 11 minute break. I should have already taken a 15 min and a 30 min lunch. But no, it’s so busy all I could crank out was an 11 minute ‘I’m going to piss before I do so in my pants/shove hot pizza in my face because I’m starving’ break. I choked on that pizza. No words can convey the deep pit of anger and hatred that I’m feeling right now. No words.

I’m now sitting up at the front desk until 6pm. Thank god. I need this two hour break so I can recoup the mental stability that I lost working back in my department. It shouldn’t be this bad just because one person is on vacation. My work load has tripled and people keep piling more on. I’m slowly working my way through it but only because my one beacon of shinny hope is getting me there. Drinks with Satan tonight! Yay! I fucking need it.

I just wanted to say how much I love being a bitch to customers. It really brightens my day. A customer from Wisconsin called and I could just tell she was trying to get some sort of compensation back for her trouble and I turned on my calm and collected bitch face. I loved telling her that essentially the reason she isn’t scheduled is because she’s a moron. Don’t for one second think that you’re going to lie and tell me I didn’t call you. I have records to prove it, kay thanks! Also, it’s been a week since I did. If you we’re really so desperate for your install perhaps you should have oh I don’t know, called us. Called the store you purchased it from? Done anything? Nice try hooker stench! Better luck next time.

Sorry, my anger made me digress.

So my big news that I’ve been hinting about for the last few blogs is that I got into school. Finally! I don’t know what I was really waiting for. It’s been five years for christ's sake. I’m nervous and excited all at the same time. I was telling Satan the other day that I feel like I forgot everything. Eh, shit. I probably did. Oh well, at least I’m back in the groove. Now all I have to do is get my school loan stuff in gear and talk to admissions and the counseling department for my schedule. Those seem scary and hard all of a sudden. Ugh. Oh well, I’m in it to win it.

I haven’t told a few people yet, I think I’d rather just wait until I have classes and they ask me to do something and then I’ll spring it on them. He he he. I’m a bitch. Basically I want them to feel out of the loop and like bad people for not asking me how things are going. Yes, I love attention and making people feel like shit. It’s all about me after all.

I’m exhausted. I’m mentally unstable. I’m ready for bed and or booze. Hopefully it’s the latter.

Work can end like right now. Only three hours and nineteen minutes to go. Christ on a cracker!