smelly feet and first dates

I can smell feet. Disgusting, sweaty, foul feet! This is a place of business, at least do us the common courtesy of washing yourself before you come in. I am so beyond repulsed right now. I want to retch in the trashcan. You’re gross!

I haven’t posted in a while, it’s the bronchitis. Actually, I think I’ve been a teeny bit depressed recently. I started my week out on a shitty note, I talked to Ian. It bothered me that he needed to call me and tell me that he is seeing a new girl. I don’t call him and tell him about my love life, not that I have one. But it seems odd, why now? So of course all week I’ve been dreaming about him, last night was a particularly disturbing one. They seem so real and when I wake up I feel disgusted with myself! It’s been a long time, I thought I was over this bullshit. Obviously you can’t trick your mind into not caring.

SFB took a short day. AGAIN! Ugh. She needed to clean her apartment. If that isn’t the most ridiculous excuse I don’t know what is… Next it’ll be a hangnail!

I’m pretty excited about Seattle now! My Dad is willing to pay Satan and my way, so that helps. Not sure if SF#2 is going. Satan and I are plotting evil to make her not want to go. Sad thing is I don’t really feel bad, she’s fucked me around too much on this one.

Satan and I need to be ridiculous about this trip just like San Fran, I’ve decided we’ll use the same book and planning methods. It’ll be our Vacation Book. Sigh, this is going to be awesome. I’m getting a guide this weekend, no ifs ands or buts.

I have a date tonight with Jase, I need to come up with a good nickname for him. Maybe ManChild or something about his age… Hmm, tough one! He’s taking me to Cafe123. Never been, so that’s a nice change of pace. I sort of hate going to places you’ve been for dates. The point is to try something new and experience it together. We need something to bond over people! I’ll update you on developments.

This post is way random. I’m trying to think of all the things I needed to vent about. Coming up short, can’t remember half of the things that happened to me.

I have a headache, I think it’s from the smell.

P.S. SF#2 cell’s been turned off. Kind of want to not call her and then when she calls I’ll say well I tried to get a hold of you and you’re phone was off so I made plans to do this instead. Hooker. I think I’m going to.